I have been thinking a lot about this guy...nothing new, right? This time I wanted to share. Share what I have been thinking all along, but just could never put into words because it runs so deep, so I hope this time I can :)
My heart hurts not seeing this guy as a father. He is the most compassionate man I have ever seen. It doesn't matter where we are, he is looking to serve someone and I love that about him! I have several stories about this...from walking into Home Depot and him seeing a guy struggling to put a BBQ grill into his truck across the parking lot and I see Spencer run over there to help, to him seeing our neighbor's son scream bloody murder running by our house because he had a sliver and Spencer ran up to him and pulled it out, to many stories of him always stopping when someone has car problems. He is beyond amazing! But, it's more than that...I see him ache to be a father and that is hard, very hard to see. He is amazing to me as a husband. He takes such good care of me. He went out of town last week because he is now apart of the Young Men's in our ward and they went on their High Adventure trip and he made sure I was very well taken care of while he was gone. He is a genuine guy. I'll be honest, I don't see it often. I like to watch how guys treat their wives and I have seen very few treat them the way Spencer treats me. We are more than husband and wife, we are best friends! Our journey has definitely drawn us closer to one another. He is also so good to our dogs and loves them so much. He also loves our nieces and nephews and loves being apart of their lives. My sister will send me fun pics and videos of her kids and Spence got after her for not sending them to him, haha, he loves them and loves when we get to spend time with them! It's fun talking baby stuff to Spencer! He gets so excited! His eyes light up when he tells me he bought something or he has a good idea for a nursery. This guy is meant to be a dad :) He's meant to play sports with his children and attend their activities. He'll be front row or cheering on the sidelines! I am very proud to say he's my husband and more proud to say he will be the father of my children because this guy, once again, is beyond amazing!!
